God permits pain

Funny how the Lord permits pain to enter into the human heart. One of the main questions both unbelievers and believers alike ask is if God is a good God, why would He allow evil and pain to exist in the world. But I believe the more important question to concern ourselves with, is [...]

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Laura Hackett Interview with Misty Edwards on Vimeo

check out Laura’s first CD : ) she has the most beautifully sweet voice. One of the worship leaders at IHOP.

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bending and breaking……resting

A few days after Grace passed away, my pastor at IHOP, Jess, sent me a text with a prophetic word, instructing me to run to the Lord in this time of difficulty. His words caught me red-handed, once again running to man rather than to God with the vast ocean of pain swaying to and [...]

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Sunny’s summer in Asia 09 Update on Vimeo

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photo pour toi

just some images for your thoughts….

teal and purple, the new favorite

christine…the new addition to the huju clan…

the mess in my room…. : P still not organized ahhhhhh…wanted at least something in my life in order

recent intense chain of events is peeling yet another layer of my heart open…slowly exposing all the misconceptions I still have [...]

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mourning update

things i’ve been finding comfort in:
1. “A Grief Observed” by C.S. Lewis….translates the swirl inside me into articulate sentences and pages
2. Chinese noodle soup…most of what i’ve been eating
3. silence
4. nature..especially now that the leaves are falling…the sound of them being blown across concrete…sigh* love it
5. “You hold me now” by Hillsong on their new [...]

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still numb

still waiting for my heart to catch up with reality and truth.
how long does it take for the news on the outside to reach the insides? but somehow God’s grace is still beside me….singing to me when i’m afraid of being alone in this thing…..
God, help me talk to You…….

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favorite quotes of Grace from facebook….

one of the many things Grace would always do in class.
from making bubble stars, to folding origami, to those infmaous bracelets.
I asked her once what she did with all of the bracelets she made, and her answer was that she weaved them all into a magic carpet. =] (Quanglong T.)
Grace, it was an honour [...]

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full of Grace…Yu…

so the last couple of days was……….crazy to say the least. Sunday I found out my sister is in the ER, then an hour later I find out that she had an hemorrhage, then a bit later I find out that she’s brain dead but still on life support. I then bought a ticket from [...]

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nearly there

i have a week and 5 days left before i make my way back to good ol’ KC. i meant to update more during my three months in Asia…but here I am, posting random none-sense Chinese nostalgic videos and making a fool of myself in China. But don’t worry, I did plenty of “serious” things [...]

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