so here are my songs i plan on recording translated into CHINESE!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i can’t believe it. Thank you Jiun Chern for your incredible Chinese skillz.
Praise the Lord. Here is each song, when they were written and the story behind them…mwhahahahaha….i can’t believe i’m getting a little bit closer to recording and making an actual album….ahhhhhhhhhh…Lord help me make it happen…if it’s Your will…anyways….here are the songs:
1. Hold Me
written on: 1/18/09
story behind the song: so i started formulating this song last summer through a cry of my heart for God to “hold me” to His Word. There are countless times when I know God’s truth with my mind yet my heart and my flesh doesn’t abide by God’s Word. I began praying and crying out to God, “hold me with Your Word, with Your truth” all the time…until Your Word is written into the depths of me.
Let Your burning hold me
願祢烈火懷繞我
Let Your Word hold me
願祢話語握住我
Let Your light let Your life, let Your light, let Your life hold me hold me
願祢光 祢生命 願祢光 祢生命 懷抱著我
When I’m found faltering
當我感到徬徨
Hold me
擁抱我
When I’m found wandering
當我迷失時候
Hold me
擁抱我
When I’m found falling
當我跌倒時候
hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me
擁抱我,
With the mysteries hidden in Your heart
用祢心裡深藏的奧秘
With the secrets kept inside Your love
用祢愛中深藏的秘密
With the whispers so easily missed
用祢微小細語的聲音
Keep me in the place of knocking seeking asking, asking
保守我 不斷向祢 叩門、尋求、懇求~祢
So come pierce divide hold all of me.
來 刺入我 抓住我心
Conform me to Your Word
祢話語 更新我
2. Homeward Bound
written: June 08
story behind the song: This was the first love song I’ve ever successfully written. It was one of those songs that came out so easily! Somehow the end credits of “Prince Caspian” birthed the idea. I ran home, grabbed my journal after the movie and started scribbling. The next day, I found some chords, (probably led by the Holy Spirit) then a new song was born! Though for awhile I was under the assumption that it needed to dispose of, due to the fact that the relationship ended, yet a few weeks ago God opened my eyes to whom this song is truly written for. Throughout this rough season, Jesus has been kindly revealing to me that He is the only One that I ultimately need. He is the only one worthy of my whole heart and will never give up on me in spite of myself. One day when I was praying with a couple of friends, He simply said to me, “it’s for ME!” So I started to sing the chorus during our prayer time. Now this song has found its home! Hope it blesses you to find your home in the embrace of Christ.
It started off as just one tear 開始一滴淚水落下
That tear traced and grew to a thought 那淚水種下了意~念~
That thought blossomed with desire 那意念開花成渴望
I can no longer disguise 我再也無法委~裝~
I tried to make my heart undo 我想要使我心解開
This knot You tie my senses into 是祢讓我的心揪著
I tried to pretend I don’t need Your smiles 祢笑容 我努力假裝不需要
I nearly convinced myself 我真是自欺欺人
Chorus:
But I need you 我需祢
I want you 渴望祢
Next to me the rest of my life 要祢一生在我身旁
Bridge:
with your eyes looking into mine 祢的雙眼看著我
with your hands intertwined with mine 祢的雙手纏著我
my steps behind your steady lead 我要緊緊跟隨祢的帶領
running along with heaven’s heartbeat 快跑跟隨天路的蹤影
3. Pain grows beautiful things
date written: hmm….i think April/May 08
story behind it: Through various relationships last year, God took me through a season where He began to put His finger on past wounds that didn’t heal correctly. The pain was so great I wanted to avoid the person with every ounce of my freewill I can manage to exert. Yet something in me kept on holding on. Miraculously, God used the situation to bring me out of my little isolating cave where my heart was beginning to fester and harden. Inside the walls I erected around me in effort to protect myself from future pains, my heart was suffocating. So slowly, God gently guided my heart into His light through friendships and used the soil of pain, to grow beautiful things. “He has torn, but HE will heal us; He has stricken, but He will bind us up” Hosea 6:1
Verse 1:
It’s a mystery 真是奇妙
The way You perfect me 祢如此造就我
With silence and trials 用沉默 試煉
And deepest breaking 深處的破碎
It’s a mystery 真是奇妙
The ways of refining 祢如此煉淨我
With Your fire and floods 用祢烈火洪水
All so necessary 是如此有智~慧
Chorus:
Oh can you hear the sound Of tears that grow joy, grow joy
看啊 淚水澆灌出來的喜樂~ 喜~樂
Whoever thought that wounds and pain
真不可思意 痛苦能夠
can resurrect resurrect beautiful, beautiful beautiful, beautiful things
復~活~ 成 美麗 美麗 美麗 美麗生命
verse 2:
It’s a mystery 真是奇妙
How Your rod comforts me 祢杖安慰了我
Always calling me higher 祢總是提升我心
Than I dreampt I could be 超過我所夢想
It’s a mystery真是奇妙
How You hold me 你手緊握住我
love that never ever, gives up on me 不止息的愛 永不放棄我
I’ve already come up with a title and have an album cover in mind. If you feel led, or if you could take some time to pray about this, I do need some financial support in order to get this album out. Please contact me if you’d like to help me! (sunnyhu7@gmail.com)